FML

I had to endure 3 hours of tennis...with a diarrhea driven stomach. It was like living thru constipation. I was goin all pale and felt like i was gonna faint. But still i played quite well lol

I need to find something tht will keep me focused on my studies...or else im gonna fail

fail = dad goes apeshit on me = me not playin tennis = life is a waste ):

I can do it....all i need is discipline!!! WOO so easy to say but so difficult to do ):


ahhh welll im gonna get better...i must

wow.....big WTF!

No matter how much i eat these days, im still hungry =/ yet im unable to put on fat, which is kinda scary wondering where all my food went besides from my butthole :P Im still a twig yet i eat twice or even three times as much as charlie somtimes.

Maybe..........im...........im different :D

The breeze in singapore is nice lately, the rain has cooled singapore quite well. im impressed. now, all we need is SNOW!!!! :D

Im still wondering is i should cut my hair or to still keep it like this, or even grow it. I cant imagine myself with hair like a Gonzo :P

Y the fuck does everything have to be chosen soo soon. Just because i play tennis doesnt mean i want to have a job in the future related to tennis. WTF....I dont even know wat i want to do and i get in a load of shit. Sometimes, u miss the fucking point of wat im talkin about. I want to take life step by step...dont jsut ollie 360 accross a whole river into my 20's -.-

u dont have to fuckin go apeshit on the whole family because of work and give me hour long speeches about the same thing...im tryin...maybe a bit more support could help. Maybe i need to be more disciplined, well i know i have to....but fucking me is the right way bub......calm dwn nxt time and actually hav a normal conversation not a stupid argument.

ugh lol

“Every person has the power to make others happy.

Some do it simply by entering a room --

others by leaving the room.

Some individuals leave trails of gloom;

others, trails of joy.

Some leave trails of hate and bitterness;

others, trails of love and harmony.

Some leave trails of cynicism and pessimism;

others trails of faith and optimism.

Some leave trails of criticism and resignation;

others trails of gratitude and hope.

What kind of trails do you leave?”

You never realize how important something or someone was until you have lost it and can never get it back.
Ive lost many numerous things...psp's, phones, watches, etc...all these things i have lost in the past. Thinking I can get new ones from my parents all the time. I realized how spoiled i was :P

Living in Singapore, the thing which is the hardest to cope with is loosing ur friends. They are always by ur side and naturally u think ull be with them till you both part ways. Then on those days which you think are goin to be good, u get told the death line....yes the death line. "hey, this sucks but im leavin soon." The thing you dont want to hear on a nice sunny day where u actually started like being at school.

Even worse, it sucks if your the one leaving and u had to tell everyone about the bad news.

At first everyone will be fine, but when the day comes close , u feel like you want more time with them...tht the time has come way too quickly.

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Thought i might just put tht there coz yet again another person shall leave Singapore on Friday. So many ppl leave but u are never able to get over the fact tht everyone has to leave one day. Well maybe for some they can..for me i dont think ill ever get over it haha charlie.....

Anyways i know it does make sense all of it...mixed thoughts and yea pretty shit mood.

Miserable yet again as rain had to cancel my tennis and leave the sky as dark as the night. Had to run up freaking stairs which was a HDB 30 storey's high. I nearly fainted but it was all good haha :P

Afterwards I went straight back home and went to Charlies and gave Him and Aloy some pointers in tennis and went up to Charlie's to put on some shirts for his new blog and to get ready to eat lunch at bishan.

My goal today: Eat, Buy Muah Chee Ingredients andd cook at home haha....unfortunately plans always change and i went to ang mo kio for lunch then to bishan to eat muah chee and the fair price for muah chee ingredients.

I hopefully hav the right ingredients to win my intense cooking competition. Charlie bought a bottle of wine and we had a "sip" of tht and i went home. at home had a glass of wine for dinner lol....think my dad lets me dirnk now :P

Anyways reserve shirts off charlie and thts about it...today was pretty chill and i enjoyed it. Still gotta make muah chee and show off my talent in cooking which obviouslly came from my dad :D

xoxxo ttys laterz

Gday ppl

Went to the cricket club today with a Thai/Singaporean family :)
Last time i went it was pretty shit so i wasnt expecting much from it, but i totally forgot tht last itme i went it was still under renovation haha :P This time it was pretty classy and for the first time in a while, i felt rich. WOO

Had two glasses of wine and a few sips of scotch :) afterwards charlie kept sayin i was drunk...tht pufter! love ya <3 :)

Anyways tennis tmr and yea....probably meet charlie....

Nothin left to right now haha and o...YIXIN IS GAY!!

Cant read my, Cant read my
No he cant read my Prata Face

Smells like mutton curry

Woo!! played tennis today..as usual

Practice against my coach, whom cannot move so i had to do all the moving. I nearly puked today coz i ran too much haha. blisters on my feet are painful and to top that off i had to go to the gym after training.
Good thing is, I ate pasta for dinner!!

Tomorrow i have to eat dinner with a thai family at the cricket club, my papi's friend :P Hope its good, goin to be lonely tho. I will hav nothin to do so I might play some cricket while im there haha

thts all folks....shows over :)

Shit...Its rainin in Singapore Ted :(
Gimme ur love to help Singapore be a Sunny place again :)

Went to Rupee Room yesterday at Clarke Quay to say bye to Erica and Dance!! Before Rupee I went to Wisma to meet with Charlie and Ste-Fa-Niii, to pick out a dress for the oh so spoilt Jay :)
[She took my fedora and went home with it..cheebai la]

Afterwards i ate like spicy korean food which would make Teds hair fall off for sure HAHA Nearly died...then went to yello jello..then freaking indian Rupee room. Woo!! \nn/

Last night was fun...yet kinda sad :( ahh wells...living in Singapore, ppl come and go so I gotta live with it, although it will be touhg at times...if tht made sense....OMG wanted to buy a white choc mocha frappe yesterday but no money :(

xoxo TED<3 HAHa

Woo made one baby